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Maybe a few hundred, a few thousand?

Or maybe just one.

Everything is fake.

The world is becoming smaller and more constricted all the time.

The unpleasantness of the world may be the whatever trying to get me to just fucking wake up. 

The party's over and I'm one of the few lingering on, pissing off the host.

This world is so fake it would be embarrassing to pretend I actually still thought it was real.

This appears to be a multi-player game.

The game is close to ending, and like in some games they combine the various worlds into one to save space, or whatever the reason is to combine games when there are less and less players.

This creates what appears to be multiple pasts, people remembering the past differently (the Mandela Effect).

There doesn't seem to be many real people left. Or that many npc's really either.

Do you ever see your neighbors bring in groceries?

Where the hell is everyone? Have they left the game?

All the excuses for "staff shortages" are bs.

All this started when I wondered one day where all of our products, millions of different products, came from. As soon as I became suspicious, all of the weird stuff in the world started happening. 

So I triggered the end of the world. Sorry guys. 

As per the believers in the Mandela Effect, including me, we were once on the Sagittarius Arm of the Galaxy. Now we are in the Orion Arm. The Orion Arm is located, in the form of a connecting bridge, between the Sagittarius and Perseus Arms.

It is my belief that we are moving, symbolically and physically, from the Sagittarius, to the Orion, and eventually to the Perseus Arm.

The symbolism greatly interests me.

Sagittarius is half man, half animal. The lower half is the animal. I believe this represents the human as the unenlightened, materialistic being. Where we are slaves to our lower nature. Greed, envy, hate, all of the negative emotions and desires.

We started out this way, represented by the Sagittarius Arm of the Milky Way Galaxy. Then we moved to the Orion Arm, where we still are now.

Orion in Greek Mythology is a hunter. He vowed to kill all of the animals on the Earth. I think this represents our desire to destroy our lower desires and emotions, or at least control them, as we become spiritually aware.

We are on the bridge, literally and figuratively, between Sagittarius and Perseus. So our goal must be represented by the Perseus somehow.

The mythology of Perseus is thus: Perseus uses his shield as a reflection of what is evil, and I believe it is really the negativity inside himself. I think that he needs to see that the negativity is inside himself in order to defeat it. His feet grow wings, which is a symbol of spirituality. Perseus eventually goes home. He rescues the beautiful Andromeda.

This is a spiritual journey.

what animal?

My son says we keep having to do this over and over again, until we get it right. So if he's right, I think I'm on like my billionth try.

was the world created with novelty (dna, changing astrological patterns etc) so teh creator wouldn't get bored? 

I was playing with google sky and noticed the Southern Cross is at the base of the milky way. I was wondering if this has any aspect in astrotheology/mythology that anyone knows about. It seems pretty significant to me and would have been noticed. Not sure if it can be seen in northern hemisphere at certain times of the year?

Biden Admin halts deportations of all illegals except criminals. A bunch of new workers for the staffing shortages? Am I missing something? It seems like a good thing to me.

This is a big country, we have room.

I'm going to start looking for a job, things are working out for me. Going to get off disability and be a productive member of society again. I can't wait. I was just waiting to hear from ss on requirements for the trial work period. 

I am hoping for a job at mcdonalds, as it is within walking distance from my house. They are paying pretty good right now. Everyone is, becasue of the staffing shortage. Things couldn't be better for me right now. It's been ten years since I worked.

You cant know even from analyzing the creation, because we have no idea why things were created. 

I suppose some people could have superior knowledge to mine, yet you have no idea if your knowledge is truly correct. How could you?

Not "coincidence" please.

An old friend that I havent talked to in years died a few days ago. I found out about it yesterday afternoon.

I was reminded of her a few hours before that, someone said a name similar to hers and I briefly thought about her. When I hadn't for a long time.

She wasn't close, but a good friend and person. 

I beleive she is still here, some where and how.

Please ignore me when I get too strange. 

Have a manically pre-psychotic person do it

Just sayin'

Is it really a mystery why the Neanderthal "died out" 26,000 years ago? At the beginning of the Great year cycle. Where we are now. "Humans" have died out, and no one even knows it. There is a new breed of humans. Different skeleton, way different skull, internal organ placement.

This is the real "evolution".

I have a new theory that I started working on last night after a huge psychic download of information. It involves everything in the title and more. This is just a rough sketch of the idea that was given to me.

I am using rounded numbers for simplicity at this time.

My theory in a nutshell: the precession of the equinoxes encodes/reflects (as above so below) the ideal male human body, ala vitruvian man, including chakra points. The three polestars vega, thuban and Polaris mark three important times/spots on the timeline of the half Precession, from cusp pf Virgo/Leo to cusp of Pisces/Aquarius (now). Vega at the cusp of Virgo/Leo is the feet. Thuban is near the Taurus/Aries cusp, on the Taurus side. It represents the Navel. This is also the dividing line for the Golden ratio. (Not exact in my timeline, but i think when I do more accurate numbers, it will be closer to the golden ratio. Polaris represents the head at the Pisces/Aquarius cusp (Now).

There are other important points, which I will get to later. I will stick with these three pole star points  for now.

My timeline starts at 11,000 bc and extends 13,000 years to 2000 AD. This is half the Precession. I plotted a point for vega at year 0 or 11,000 bc. I plotted thuban at year 2800 bc, year 8200. I plotted polaris at year 2000 AD or 13,000 years.

Mythology/etymology etc of the feet, Vega, or the beginning of the precessional timeline (it is also the ending of the other half of the presession)

Vega- fertile and grassy plain. Also, "to fall" and "the falling eagle". What I see this to mean is a new beginning with the fertile plain, and I believe it is also "the fall" of man, or into physical incarnation. The falling eagle must represent Aquila (more recently named as scorpio) which is the previous cardinal sign of an eagle. Vega is also in the constellation Lyra, which is the harp. The harp could signify "the word" which God brings his creation to life (sound). David had a harp, and David figures in other parts of this theoy as well, and is a forefather of Jesus. Vega is a single star, thus denoting the number ONE. There are also themes of Lion, Sun and Fire, which I will deal with as time permits.

Thuban- A double star system, denoting the number TWO. Name meaning/s- snake or dragon, in the Draco constellation. Also means "pivot". These points are all cardinal points, which means pivot as well. Other similar meanings of cardinal are chief, principle, hinge, essential, pole of the sky, that on which something depends, and door hinge. Earth sign, Venus, Bull. 

Polaris- A triple star system, denoting the number THREE. Name derived from phoenix, representing the obvious phoenix, as well of the date palm. Phoenix is the same as the bennu bird, which rose at creation on a hill of dirt in the primordial waters. The bennu bird or phoenix burns itself and resurrects from it's own ashes. Phonics or phonetics also comes from the root word, with meanings of sound and speaking (the word). It also means date palm, or place of the date palm. A date palm represents victory, especially of victory of the spirit over flesh. Synbols of sun's eternal resurection. Renewal after long and difficult period. Tree of life or axis mundi. In islam the palm represents the oasis, rest, hospitality. This obviously has meanings of both beginning/endings. Aquarius is an air sign, which is linked to the "spirit". Aquarius is a cup bearer, and the cup bearer in Roman mythology brought the nectar of immortality to the Gods on mount olympus, or the axis mundi. 

So, my take on this is that we begin our incarnation during the time of Leo, until we reach Aquarius, where we incarnate into spirit. This is a cycle that repeats. There is no pole star in the other half of the cycle, which must mean that that is the time we are in spirit. 

I have created and propose a new timeline based on the precession of the equinoxes. I learned from a source(which I am actually unsure of, so I could be way off base here) that we are 36 degrees past zero aries, which is the cusp of aries/pisces, and the beginning of the Precession of the equinoxes, or world ages. I am going by the Great Year of 25,920 years, or 2160 years per Age. 

If this is true, then we are about 432 years into Aquarius (30 degrees per Age, so 36 degrees would be 2160 years plus 432 years or 1/5 of an age.). Precession started 2592 years ago at zero aries. (start of pisces). 2592 years is 10 percent of the precession, also an interesting resonance with 25920 years.

SO year 1, and the beginning of Pisces and zero aries, is "our" year 576 bc. Pythagoras and the Buddha were born around this time. Main themes of this century are: beginning of republics and democracies. Also beginning s of new philosphies: Confutionism, Taoism, Zoroastrianism(dualism), Jainism.

Next in the timeline is "our" supposed year 1 AD, and "our" beginning of Pisces. According to my timeline, this is the year 571 Ad. The most interesting thing I found was this is the birth year of Muhammed. In our history, this is supposedly the birth year of Jesus (because Jesus was supposed to be born around year 1 AD. 

Next in my timeline is the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. This is the year 1584 AD. The most interesting thing I found for this year was that it was the adoption of a new calendar, the Gregorian calendar. The themes of this century are mostly: Rennesances, materialism, the beginning of science. One very interesting tidbit is a prophecy made earlier by Jacopo Brocardo that the year 1584 would begin "a major new cycle".

The last point of my time line is the present. This is the year 2592 if counting from the beginning of Precession, the Age of Pisces.

Watch or just listen.  But watching and listening is best.

I haven't seen a show I like since Battlestar Gallactica ( I don't even have tv) but my bf got disney  to watch the Mandalorian, and I binged watched season 1 and 2 in less than twenty four hours.

Really goood.

I wonder what makes us attracted to certain things, in a non-sexual way. For instance, flowers, sunsets, colors, buildings, animals, babies, human bodies, cars or trucks, waterfalls. I could of course list hundreds of things, but I think this list will suffice for now. 

I am getting mixed results from the Internet. About 80 percent say it is near the North geographic pole, but there is a significant percent that claim it is at the South geographic Pole.

I am not a big fan of most music, I pretty much have a strong aversion to most of it. So much so that I have a rule in my house that no one can listen to it in the common areas, unless they are using headphones or whatever they are calling them these days. I do have some songs that I like, maybe twenty or so. I get an urge to listen to a song or two occasionally, maybe twice a year. Yesterday I was bored waiting for the guys to deliver and install my new dishwasher, so I was just randomly looking at my youtube feed. I saw that there was a music video of one of my favorite songs, "Halleluja" by some unknown group (unknown to me) so I decided to listen to it. 

I was hooked immediately. It was extremely beautiful, and I started feeling tingling all over, in my body and mind. It was pretty much exstasy .

I have never had this experience before. So I searched around a bit on the internet. It appears this is something called "frisson", which is an intense physical and emotional reaction to music. It isn't well understood, but appears to have a release of dopamine as one of the components. I have been on meds for ten or eleven years, meds which I believe suppresses my dopamine and seratonin. So I am not used to it, and it hit me like a ton of bricks.

I think this is probably what happened. But I'm not sure whether there is a spiritual component as well. (and I don't mean religious, it definitely wasn't that.) But I know even atheists have what they consider to be spiritual experiences, when they see a spectacular sunset or things of that nature. Something that uplifts the soul, in a very profound and positive way.

I almost forgot to add, the group is called "Pentatonix" I think, and their version of "Imagine" also hit me pretty hard as well.

Current Earth Diameter- 7917.6 miles Radius-3958.8 miles
Current Moon Diameter- 2158.8 miles Radius- 1079.4 miles
Before Earth expansion 250 million years ago- 1700k radius or 1056 miles (according to J.Maxlow) Continents only, no water or oceans.
End-Permian, biggest mass extinction 250 million years ago
Mass extinction every 26 million years (coinciding with flood-basalt eruptions)
Basalt on Earth most common volcanic rock type, Crustal portions of oceanic tectonic plates are composed predominately of basalt from below. Much less common on continents. 
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2020/12/201211083113.htm#:~:text=million-year cycle-,Researchers find that timing of mass extinctions lines up,impacts and massive volcanic eruptions&text=Subsequently%2C paleontologists discovered that such,26-million-year cycle.
https://www.nasa.gov/press-release/goddard/2019/moonquakes The Moon is shrinking
The Earth is expanding, and slowing down as it does so. The Moon is shrinking. My theory is that the Moon and Earth exchange mass (in basalt and water mostly) on a regular basis, with one expanding and the other shrinking. The minimum radius is 1056 miles, the maximum radius is 3960 miles for both planets. When the Earth reaches maximum radius, the Moon reaches minimum radius and vice versa, on a 250 million year timeline.
I am working on an exact timeline, here is what I have so far:
259,200,000 year timeline
25,920,000 (26 million year mass extinction events)
25,920 Great Year (Precession of the Equinoxes)
259,200,000/25,920,000 = 10 (that means 10 mass exchange events, resulting in 10 extinction events per cycle)
25,920,000/25,920=1000 (that means 1000 Great Years per mass exchange cycle)

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There are many measurement systems, and as far as I can tell, and the ones I have studied thus far, the measurement systems are designed by the Creator to work together in different circumstances. For instance, the different "feet" used throughout time in different areas are all based on the basic English foot, and go either up or down a certain scale that can be predicted, and according to latitude and rather parameters, some of which I may not know yet. I know they can be predicted because I did the math and found an Australian foot that I didn't know existed, and I knew should probably exist. (Learned from studying the work of John Neal)

Next is the base ten and six system, which work together. This is shown in Sumerian and other measuring systems (time and length, volume etc) An obscure math is involved, and one part of that is you can multiply or divide a number by 6, to get a harmonic result up and down the scale. This is called harmonic math, and I learned it by studying the work of Bruce Cathie.

Measuring the Earth by using harmonic math: If you pinpoint the center of the Eath's landmass, you end up somewhere slightly North and West of Ankara, Turkey. The Giza plateau is located ten degrees south of Ankara, and at 1111 km away. You multiply that by 6*6 and you get the polar circumference of the Earth. Starting at zero degrees at the equator, you go north, and every ten degrees is another 1111 harmonic. So ten degrees is 1111 km, twenty is 2222, thirty(the Giza plateau) is 3333 km all the way up to the North pole at 90 degrees and 9999 km from the equator. Multiply by four and you have 39999 for the polar circumference. As I always say, this is the PLAN, the Archetype, the design. Reality of course differs because reality is dynamic.

I will be adding more if possible.

This post is for those who want to discuss the metaphysics of measurement, I will not argue about incorrect measurements, as I always state these numbers are ideal, canon numbers. 

Newton invented "indigo" as a rainbow color because he thought it would be more "esoteric" to be seven colors instead of the six there really are. Indigo is either a very dark purple or blue, not a color on it's own.

There is a real mystery color though, and it is brown, which is not represented by the rainbow.

There are four ways to make brown:

The mixture of all three primary colors, red yellow and blue

The mixtures of secondary colors

orange-green

orange-purple

green-purple

There you go, you learned something new today

It all comes from superior beings, always has. The muses, Gods, demons, aliens, fairies, we humans have created nothing. It is all revealed, never invented. 

This is my opinion, and I believe it.

Does anyone agree?

I am going to try to write here every day of my dreams from the night before. Just because I feel like it, and my therapist wanted me to start a dream journal.

Sometimes they are dreams, but sometimes they are something else. Like the last two nights, where my "dreams" were more like crazy confusing spiritual experiences. The first one from two nights ago was just hours of in and out of half sleep, where I just kept seeing weird white angular shapes. Last night was even weirder, and really disturbing. Once again is was hours of half sleep. I kept sort of waking up, and checking the time. It got progressively later each time I checked. (I almost always check the time immediately after waking up). The last time, it was suddenly 9 pm again, and I felt really freaked out about it, like something was messing with my sense of time. It is still bugging me right now. I also had some normal dreams, about personal stuff, but I won't get into that here.

Ok so all animals are basically "evolved" ( or designed, your choice) to kill to eat and survive. It's either plants or other animals or both, they are all living creatures, with varying amounts of pain reception, consciousness etc. Even if a creature survives on things such as milk, honey, fallen fruit or nuts, or even sunlight, they(I admit, we) are all really just variations of vampires, living off of the life force of others. There is no getting around this that I can think of. I've thought about this before,and it used to really bother me. But I don't know now. If there is really only one universal creature(everything, every being) and one original life source, which I believe is probably true, then is it really "bad"? What other way could there be?

I really don't understand faith. It seems a bit silly to believe in something you cannot prove, at least to yourself.

That being said, I suppose faith is useful, mainly for the purpose of not going insane.

For instance, I rely on faith that I exist, that there is a reality beyond me, that I have free will.

For thou shalt worship no other god: for the Lord, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God:

Exodus 34:14

wtf?

The ribcage is bigger, the liver is way too far up and too big, kidneys too far up. Looks very unproportional to my eyes. Eyes have bone i the back where they used to be hollow. It is just very "wrong". It is like there was an"upgrade" over night. Although it doesn't seem like an upgrade, more like a down grade to a more robotic, fake like appearance, there is no harmony to it, no beauty like there used to be.

There are many other changes to the world as well, and we can get into those if you would like.

I usually buy one book a month, and for February I want you guys to pick my book for me. Has to be on a religious, philosophic, scientific, or occult/esoteric topic.  Price range around 20 dollars or less plus shipping. Has to be found on Amazon.

I will only do this if I get at least ten choices from you guys (anyone can choose more than one book) And once I have ten choices, I will choose one and buy it February 1st.

Serious books only, jokes will be ignored.

I will read and review within two weeks.

Why are secret societies, like the masons, rosicrutians etc secret? They are supposedly modern mystery schools, and the ancient mystery schools were secret as well. What's the secret, and why are they hiding? I can understand that during the middle ages that they had to hide things from the church, but before and after that? What's the deal?

Yes, another annoying thread on free will or fate.

Does it have to be one or the other? Or is it just my wishful thinking, that there could be a reality where both are involved?

Because I KNOW at least some things are set up, probably by the Universe. Because "coincidences" or "synchronicities" always occur through the Universe showing me that there is predestination. And I don't like it. 

A typical type of synchronicity for me is the electronic type. I get two or more instances in a short period of time, I mean instances of the same phrase, idea, word, experience, picture, anything. It usually shows up in unrelated videos, websites, shows, etc. Usually the synchronicity has very little or no apparent meaning. But as time goes on, the synchronicities are showing a pattern. Like I could have a seemingly meaningless synchronicity, and a year or two later, I have another that ties into the one I had a long time ago.

Lots of times I will just get an "urge" to look up a certain topic, a seemingly innocent topic, and then have a whole manic episode that can last for weeks or months, where I am led through coincidences from one thing to the next. And I get the euphoria reward, or an altered state of consciousness. And sometimes it is the opposite, with the synchronicities forming an idea that sends me into panic and extreme anxiety. (Either way, I tend to have extreme reactions)

Then there are the non-electronic type where it involves books and other non electronic media. When these occur, it shows that a set up for coincidence can take years to develop, and that the only explanation can be a predetermined outcome.

So fate is real. It has to be. But I don't understand why there is spiritual growth supposedly happening. And it often involves my personal decisions, morality etc. Things that involve free will and choice, choosing between good and evil etc. 

So what the heck is going on?

What does this ACTUALLY mean, in literal terms? 

Holographic universe?

Fractal universe?

Ye are Gods?

This has popped up frequently in my synchronicities. Mostly in the form of, that the outside is a reflection of the inside. A while back, I was pretty paranoid that the outside world was LITERALLY a reflection of my inner world, the turmoil, the changing sociopolitical environment (not just the US, but the whole world.)

Any thoughts would be appreciated. 

In which house does the Precession begin? My thought has always been that it begins in Leo, but it could also begin in Aries. Some people even say it starts in Aquarius, but I really doubt that.

Ok so there is a ghost in my house, the other morning it finished my cereal, and I know I didn't just forget I ate it. All the milk was gone too and I never drink the leftover milk out of the bowl. Of course it could have been my dog, but she wasn't up at the time, unless she came out into the living room where my cereal was on the table, ate it, and then went back to bed in the time it takes me to smoke half a cigarette. 

The other thing was a couple of weeks ago, but weird things have been happening lately, and it all adds up eventually. Ok, I went into my bedroom and there were two pencils on the floor in front of my bookshelf. The pens and pencils are far back on the shelf, on a shelf with no books, and couldn't have gotten knocked down by me, my boyfriend(he wasn't there) or the dog. This would be weird but forgotten, but a day or two later, I walked into my room and there were two pens on the floor in the same spot. Again, it wasn't my boyfriend gaslighting me, or going through my things, because he was at work.

I don't really believe in ghosts or anything, but I am sometimes paranoid and this has me a little bit on edge. Any thoughts?

153 is a very important canonical number. It shows up in a variety of places that concern the Mysteries. It is part of a trinity of special numbers (33, 153, 273) all being important as stand alone or in conjunction with other numbers in the canon. The trinity of numbers are equidistant on a 360 degree number wheel, creating an equilateral triangle.

153 is found in the creation of the vesica piscis. If 265 units verticle is divided by 153 units horizontal through the vesica, then you get the square root of three. This vesica is what is being referred to in the New Testament story where Jesus tells his disciples to cast their net on the other side, with a catch of 153 fish. 

153 is also found in the Great Pyramid. If you divide 481, the intended height of the GP, by 153, the length in feet of the Grand Gallery, you get PI.

153 and the solar system. The square root of 153 is 12.369, which is the number of months in an Earth year. Also in the solar system, Plutos revolution is 153 hours, and Charon's(plutos moon) orbit is 153 hours.

I will add more later, once I extract some more facts from my notes.

With Cloud Atlas being my current favorite movie, I decided to read the book. I can't get into it and I am having to force myself into reading it, and I'm only 15 or so pages in. It is nearly unbearably boring, I don't understand half of it, and I want to quit reading it. 

Has anyone read this book, and does it get any better? I don't want to waste my precious time that could be better spent playing a new Skyrim character for the 50th time.

I feel that I am about equally evil and good, just like the yin and yang. I wonder if everyone is the same like that. Equally bad and good. Or do you think morality can't be quantified?

Why do you atheists always deny the Christian God,and make all of your arguments against that particular God? There are many many versions of God you guys never even address. 

It seems like most atheists are deconverted Christians, whining"You're not the boss of me!"

Well?

Why did the centaurians choose 982 megahertz for their signal to us? It is in the 33 cm band for one, and they probably also know we don't use that band much.

Why 33? I believe they understand the universal esoteric canon of numbers and measurement, including the MOST esoteric number 33, which, among other things, is the orders of magnitude above and below the human being (being 33 both above(the entire universe) and below(down to the Planck length))

As above, so below.

Don't forget the adult human being has 33 vertebrae in our spine. We are a fractal of the entire scale of the universe, with us being almost exactly in the middle, if not THE middle.

This shows me: the aliens use/know our measuring systems, which are built into the universe(which includes, yes, the metric system) which shows they probably use base ten as we do. This is probably because they are human as well.

Off topic, one fun fact I learned recently is that my name in gematria are the numbers 11, 22, and 33. 

I had thought we were alone in the universe, but now I am rethinking that, have been rethinking that a lot lately.

Our possible mother sun, Sirius A has a neat Sacred Geometry connection. Sirius diameter  1,500,000 miles, divided by the diameter of the sun, 864,000 miles is 1.73, which is the square root of two. More later.

Go.

This should be fun.

I used to think God hides from us, and we are supposed to figure it out, but I'm beginning to think it is not on purpose,and that we are just too stupid to understand. So we get info in tiny bits, according to what we already know, and what we've been able to figure out on our own. I think things are way more in depth and complicated than I originally suspected. Things seem simple on the surface, but the deeper you dig, the more you find it is a vast orchestra. And I mean that literally. Therefore I am buying a piano, and teaching myself music, and I really don't even like music except for a few nostalgic songs. The quadrivium is making sense to me now.

I have a few new books I got for Christmas,and several I've gotten over the last few months that I've either started and haven't finished, or havent started at all.

Here is a partial list:

Infinite Harmony By Michael Hayes- A theory of everything based on music- Read most of, but rereading again.

The Case for Christ by Lee Strobel-Started a few pages, got months ago from my boyfriend, who got it from a friend (boyfriend is an atheist)

Uriel's Machine by Christopher Knight and Robert Lomas- Got last month, about half way through. About lost civilization. I bout this one because I liked Christopher Knight's other books, like Who built the Moon

Four or five cookbooks I found while reorganizing my kitchen- I hate cooking, so won't be high on my reading list

Caste the Origins of Our Discontents by Isabel Wilkerson-About American social life, not really interested, got for Christmas from boyfriend's mother. ill save as a power outage book

Mythology by Edith Hamilton-Got for Christmas, will read as the mood strikes me. Written 1942

Interference Theory-Very interesting, e-book, free, reading now (another musical theory of everything, my current obsession)

There are more but my boyfriend is sleeping and my bookshelf is in the bedroom and I don't want to wake him up

Share your reading list please

I have noticed lately that my three budgies are often arranging themselves in a golden ratio triangle. And less often an equilateral triangle. Especially when they sing.

I have read here and there that humans are naturally drawn to things with the golden ratio, and often design things(unconsciously or consciously) and create art according to the golden ratio.

It seems to be built into nature,and living beings can sense it.

It can only go up from here.

Finally I am beginning to feel I have to me sort of world view, structure to feel about the world. It's been over a decade without one. Try it, it completely sucks not knowing anything. It's good to finally  have some sort of thing to believe in.

I have mixed feelings about being some cell in a giant universal organism, but it is what it is.