I am going to try to write here every day of my dreams from the night before. Just because I feel like it, and my therapist wanted me to start a dream journal.
Sometimes they are dreams, but sometimes they are something else. Like the last two nights, where my "dreams" were more like crazy confusing spiritual experiences. The first one from two nights ago was just hours of in and out of half sleep, where I just kept seeing weird white angular shapes. Last night was even weirder, and really disturbing. Once again is was hours of half sleep. I kept sort of waking up, and checking the time. It got progressively later each time I checked. (I almost always check the time immediately after waking up). The last time, it was suddenly 9 pm again, and I felt really freaked out about it, like something was messing with my sense of time. It is still bugging me right now. I also had some normal dreams, about personal stuff, but I won't get into that here.