That's WIFOM, I've pretended not to care about my own survival as scum before. In fact, it's the only way you're making it through today considering I doubt you could ever get Cerulean out.
What are you going to do when I am out and my words have merit and I am pointing the finger at you?
VTNL is an option and I questioned cerulean about one thing that didn't line up for me and backed down immediately when it was explained.
There are 2 scum left and it's you and Bullish. You literally have the option now to reveal your role which 100% will not damage town but has the potential to help town a lot.
However instead of making the obviously correct move you make the move that harms town. So explain what town motivation is behind not making a move that at best helps town and at worst is null?
If I was town and presented with the option of helping town with zero down side and the choice is as clear cut as yours I would take it.
In fact I have voted for myself to reduce the risk of a mislynch at LYLO and this is despite the fact that you and Bullish are the last remaining scum and the o ly people besides me on my wagon