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@BrotherDThomas
Do you see how hard it is for me to be a TRUE Christian in the 21st century,
I do Brother. A rod and a burden that has been falsely created for your back by others I am afraid to tell you. It was those that decided it would be a good idea to claim the Jesus of the first century was also the same old ancient god Yahweh of the Hebrew and Jews.
And yet, as yourself has clearly pointed out _ "The old has passed away; behold, the new has come." ( 2 Corinthians 5:1) " but for some reason these early Christians seem to want to hang on to the ancient and cruel, intolerant vile god of the ancients, and have forced this dogma into you from childhood ( I suspect) thereby causing you to carry a burden of their own ignorant misunderstandings.
So I see your struggle and hope that one day you will be able to at least free yourself of the creature that makes all those commands and dictates that cause children to suffer and die for no reason at all.
Jesus does change His mind in 2 Corinthians 5:1, and where He does NOT change His mind in Numbers 232:19? Whew, its a tough faith to follow at times. :(
Well I am confident that the Reverend Tradesecrete will be along soon to relive you of your dilemma (in this instance at least) by telling explaining the "context" of both these verses that you have either, misread, do not understand and have taken out of context yourself. For which I am sure you will truly grateful for.