The thought crosses my mind,
That it might be kinder to kill one's enemy, than reform them.
That's my ego speaking I suppose,
Hating to see another molded, 'forced, beaten, defeated, 'changed.
Self focused, oddly allowing focus towards others.
. . .
And yet, one cannot 'avoid change,
It seems 'necessary, if one is to 'exist,
. . . Is it?
. . . Many people seem to maintain their habits like iron, despite encountering new information,
Yet are not diagnosed with any memory disease,
Being of course able to 'remember the new information,
. . . It seems off that one would 'not change, despite new experiences,
Hm, perhaps 'still changes, just their habits 'seem larger, so that is what is seen.
Hm, theoretical though,
A person incapable of 'any new memories,
If suppose even then, with enough. . . script let's say,
A person could react, as a computer program reacts, yet never gaining memory (Though yes, some computer programs gain new memory)
. . .
Alzheimer's, Dementia,
Seem a bit like being dead while alive, I've supposed before,
Though I've never 'experienced such myself, so can I say?
Been sleep deprived before,
Hm,
Be like being in one's own world,
'Never growing from external influence,
Yet if one is not allowed 'internal influence either, as things arguably can change from within,
Would such not be like being stopped in time?
Hence my earlier though,
Can one 'exist without change?
Oh perhaps a coma patient 'exists,
But they are not 'thinking,
No cogito, ergo sum.
But Alzheimer's, Dementia?
Forward then rewinding, brief moments of progress, suddenly deleted,
Hm.