I suppose I often conflate meaning with personal value, importance, moral, 'ought,
. .
Because of the 'apparent choice within consciousness,
Sand in a hourglass, turned where the sand is atop,
Ought flow downward,
But this is ought in a different sense, perhaps,
What is meant is we 'expect the sand to flow downward, due to the nature of sand and it's surroundings (Gravity),
So long as a blockage does not occur.
Humans think they 'ought harm or help others. . . .
Be selfish or selfless,
. . .
Is this the same as sand?
I should X, because it is the right action,
A value is placed on a pedestal,
. . .
But it's really just an expectation again,
. . .
Nothing deeper to it,
In accordance with what one is, where they be, they will.
A serial killer ought to have killed X many people, once the act was done, for that was what they were,
A paramedic ought to have saved X many people, once that act was done, for that was what they were,
Yet we 'want for the pedestal,
For 'should and 'ought,
'More than physics of what 'will.
. . .
It's 'strange, ''strange, to be aware, seemingly,
. . .
To have desires, wants,
But they are not uniform,
No 'One pedestal exists,
Ah, but this is what I mean by vague,
I can't get a handle on my thoughts and what I mean.
. . .
There's also the problem I worry, of whether anything 'Is anything, but I ramble in confusion.
. . . A book might be read, and we look for meaning, lessons, what was, might have been.
. . .
Ah I find this topic unpleasant in this post, though ever my thoughts return, though frequency,
Perhaps by meaning, often is meant interest,
Is meant fulfillment of intention, desire, necessary to an end.