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@secularmerlin
Hello secularmerlin,
it looks like you have been reading the bible and are coming close to understanding it. In other words, perhaps you are not far from the kingdom.
Your scenario is perfectly understandable to Christians. It is not perplexing at all. Have you ever wondered why the Bible says - "no one has seen God at any time"... And yet on the other hand describes numerous examples of where people have seen God? Contradiction? For those who want to choose God, yes. For those who are chosen by God, no.
But for the Christian it is not a puzzle?
A while ago, someone else asked a similar question to the one you posited. How do you know if you are choosing the right God or right religion? Someone else asked something similar. Why did you choose that God?
My answer is: I did not choose God. He chose me. I know that sounds mystical or arrogant. But it certainly takes the randomness of choosing the wrong god out of the equation.
How can anyone see God unless God chooses to reveal himself to them? This is how the Bible describes revelation.
If I had to choose a God to follow - it would be a deity who would agree with me and my morality. In fact he would be a lot like me - made in my own image. Isn't that how people like to describe other people's gods? God - made in the image of man. And yet, sometimes people turn around and look at the God of the Bible - and try to describe him the same way - and then notice that God in the Bible is very much unlike how we want to be. If God is all loving - he would save all people. He would not send anyone to Hell. What kind of loving God would do that? Certainly not one made in my image. I love the irony.
The God of the Bible is clearly not made in the image of the 21st century progressive leftie. Nor is he made in the image of the conservative right winger. He did not go to politically correct school and laughs at the UN and its so called human rights. He is who he is. Or what he likes to be known as "I am who I am". And honestly I think this is what grates most people. He does things his own way - and not how we expect or even desire.
This is why I did not choose the God of the bible to be my God. There is no way in the world I would have chosen the God of the bible to be my God. Yet the God of the Bible chose me to be his and in the end - that is the difference. And that is why I don't have to worry about choosing the cup with the coin under it - nor do I have to worry about not playing the game in the first place.
But I think that the fact that you are asking this question - means God is not yet finished with you. And this I think is a good thing.