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@Melcharaz
Hey ummm. Im always up for an experiment.
So the OP reads or asks.
Love god , and at ghe end it asks to , obey god i think you said.
These are , i mean this is my data thus far.
Day 1 started at 3pm ish.
Loving god was the task.
This ask something of me that i (think) found hard .
" Loving something. "
I love me mon, so i took that approach,
Notes. I wish i could say , i kept open minded buttttttt, this is an experiment, and as i stated before.
What i am trying to say is , ( I don't think i was able to ummmm , LOVE the god thing.
It ain't easy.
Maybe i was born without religious glands or something.
Orrrrrrrrrr
I know what it is.
Being 30 / 40 , this " loving" of the god thing didn't get me as it did in my days of sunday school.
Becauseeeeeeeeee, of course i love a god in my sunday school years he introduced me to a great love of mine,,, thst being macaroni jewelry. But thats a different post.
I failed . ( I think )
I can't do the loving of the god thing.
Its like , i like " love" my pet bird more then god i feel .
I ask.
Can one get the God thing to love me.
love me being , come and have a chat with me. ?
For until then i can not see a relationship forming.