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@secularmerlin
You don't really understand what you are talking about.
You can't even admit that The Ultimate Reality exists.
How do you expect to go anywhere like that?
I used to be a hard skeptic and a chaos magician. I know more about where you are coming from than you realize.
Just a tiny bit of faith helps. You really can't go anywhere without it. It is a choice to believe something is possible.
All sins are forgiven, but there is one sin that can't forgiven. The sin of not accepting that your sins can be forgiven. If you do not accept forgiveness, you cannot receive it. And what is a sin but to be off the mark?