Don't misunderstand me, Outplayz. I'm not saying I think all claims of the supernatural are negative, but that I have no evidence to think they have merit. If you have evidence of something but can't share it, only one of us has evidence. That is not being close minded, but accepting evidence available to me to inform a coherent conception of reality.
Oh i'm sorry if anything came off as insinuating that your close-minded. I was actually being very cognizant to not say that bc i don't believe you are. I find nothing wrong in being a skeptic. Even myself, having gone through experiences, every time i've heard someone's impossible story i found myself doubting it. There is only a handful or less people i can think of that told me about a spiritual experience that i believed confidently. I am at default also a skeptic.
This is how i look at it. You have never experienced something so i understand the level of skepticism you have. Truly if i never experienced anything i would be the same. But i have so this shapes me differently in a way. Bc i am still guessing for convenience's sake. The experiences i had were pretty profound. Even if i can think critically of them i know i am making stuff up just to have an explanation. The way i look at it is that there is no way i am the only one. It could be, but i doubt i am the only one that has had profound unanswered experiences. So if there are other people that have had profound experiences as well to my level... and a lot of them, it's really hard for me to not consider it. I am assuming that others must have had profound experiences but i don't truly know. It could be somehow i am the only one... but, i don't like the thought of that... it would weird me out even more than i am already for having these experiences. So... i really can't look at it in any other way. But if others have had profound experiences... then it is unquestionable that something is going on, to me. I'm forced to believe this way and consider people's claims.
This answers your merit thing. I have really good reason to believe there is evidence. I get how hard it is for you to change who you are. Your life is shaped just as mine from your experiences or lack thereof in this situation. In one way, this is something really interesting to the point i can find people that have had experiences. I am actually pretty good after listening to someone for a little and their appearance, kinda knowing they may have had an experience. Bc it shapes you differently if it is profound... you can't stop thinking about it. It's kinda like mental abuse to be honest. One question is why do some experience it and some don't? I don't know... i have some ideas though but that's a different topic. With that said, it sounds like you are saying bc you haven't experienced it... then no one has, and/or you can't trust that they have to conclude it's any kind of evidence.
This is another way i am shaped differently. Not only can i sorta tell someone has, i hunt them down, and this is probably the only topic i care about asking a person when i meet them. I have asked a lot of people.. honestly to put my own mind at ease. Although it still doesn't work bc i am skeptical of their stories even... but, i have heard some really crazy claims. I don't mean to assume, but i don't think this specific question is one that is on your mind when you meet people... i mean, why would it be. Unlike you i'm obsessed with asking people just to get confirmation i am not the only person... and, it doesn't look like i am. I challenge you to make this topic one you ask if you are comfortable too. I have ever since i was old enough to ask... bc my first experiences were as far back as i can remember. So i've asked a lot of people in person which of course helps me read them as well. Although i can't tell if someone is truly lying... the frequency i've heard a claim, and some claims pretty profound... followed by tears in one i specifically remember... it's really hard for me to say there is zero evidence... and especially if i add to this everyone i haven't met. Weak evidence, i admit that... but evidence none the less.
Also, dont be so quick to say I cant understand where you are coming from. We have much in common - just not this! 😉
Well, i am trying to paint a picture of where i am coming from just so you understand why i truly believe there is evidence. I understand why you don't have this in common with me, but your OP asks why am i convinced... i feel like i should explain that as succinctly as i can. But to be honest it is hard to elucidate bc i know how this has shaped me differently than it has you.