If I'm killed mafia is RM or bearman. Bearman knows I'm onto him, as I was trying to lead a lynch on him. He also knows I'm a doctor, and knows most doctors can't self save. Eliminating me will be his best chance of survival.
Yes, but if mafia eliminates you, they are just doing what anyone would do, kill the doctor. All you are doing by stating this fact is providing another way to get yourself killed, you are needed you idiot. It is obvious mafia will kill you to pin the blame on both RM and I.