Yep sure, I'm no different.
I take on board data and formulate ideas and responses.
Though, popular culture is variable and all the available, diverse and opposing information is out there. I just don't see logic in popular theism/deism hypotheses.
Science is science (see basic definition). The knowledge derived from scientific scrutiny offers increasing levels of logical explanation....Nonetheless the inconceivable beginning remains so and we are left to speculate on the unknown fundamental principle.....Something from nothing....I am happy to refer to it as a GOD principle, though illogical tall tales just don't cut the mustard for me.
I would add, that like you my interest in such matters has come latterly. My formative conditioning was based in a Christian influenced society and education system, though my home life was very non-religious with a devoutly atheist Father and an indifferent Mother.....Therefore I think that it's fair to conclude, that how I think today is definitely reflective of my upbringing/conditioning.