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@zedvictor4
You always go back to the "You are the way you are because of the way you were raised" argument.
The religion I was most exposed to growing up was satanism, witchcraft, and the like. I grew up on the south side of Chicago in the ghetto. Yeah, some form of Christianity was there, but like the other stuff, it didn't appeal to me. I developed my own custom personal religion you could say. Just like you! I even debated online back then, but I was debating as an atheist. I thought I was pretty good too, because according to the handful off people who would vote, I was a winner and I became very popular.
I changed. It only happened after years of learning charity and humility. The charity to listen and the humility to say, "I don't know, maybe" Instead of "I know better than to say I know."
In otherwords, I needed to go through a purification process before God would be revealed to me. When I was haughty and judgemental, I could not receive it.
But even after I realized I was a Christian, I didn't have a church. After finding frustration everywhere in evangelical/protestant churches, I just threw my arms up in the air and said, "Oh well, I guess this is just how it has got to be. I better concentrate on being a good Christian", and so I just volunteered to help do charitable things with churches.
I found Orthodoxy much later on. Now I actually can recommend people to a church instead of just handing them a bible, a team Jesus jersey, and then telling them to figure it out. I never in good conscience could recommend any protestant and evangelical churches because 1, they are far too varied and inconsistent, and 2 they often times preach glaring heresies from the pulpit, and just by resding the bible I could discern this.
No, I wasn't raised in a church or anything. When I was younger, I was thoroughly pagan. Not much different than all you around here whose lives revolve around entertainment. Ya'll have videogames, movies, trolling on the internet. My life was sex, drugs, and rock n' roll. Most of my life I was a musician. Not a very Christian environment at all.