I am well studied in the church fathers and the monastics throughout the ages even until modern times. I myself independently verified this before discovering the Orthodox Church.
We all understand that God is The Ultimate Reality, and as we are the ones who believe in God, it stands to reason that we should be the ones to say what it is we mean by the word.
You say there is no God, but you aren't talking about our God. If you are talking about our God and you actually understand what you are saying, you're an idiot.
You are no idiot right? So you can't have understanding about what you are saying. That being the case, you should abandon your superstitions and take some advice from someone who is well studied in these things.