I understand what you mean. I am just more inclined to believe that the phenomenon [EMOTION] that I (and every human on earth) experience is closer to the truth than not.
You're actually mirroring probably the best argument in support of belief in god(s).
I feel god(s) love in my heart and so does every human on earth and that's how I know that god(s) are really really realz.
The emotion is "real" but the logic (non-random violation of causal chain) doesn't add-up.
This is known as compatibilism.
Compatibilists often define an instance of "free will" as one in which the agent had freedom to act according to their own motivation. That is, the agent was not coerced or restrained. Arthur Schopenhauer famously said, "Man can do what he wills but he cannot will what he wills."[11]
In other words, although an agent may often be free to act according to a motive, the nature of
that motive is determined. Also note that this definition of free will does not rely on the truth or falsity of causal determinism.[2] This view also makes free will close to autonomy, the ability to live according to one's own rules, as opposed to being submitted to external domination.
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