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@Outplayz
Well, none of that describes Orthodoxy or Orthodox Spirituality though it seems that is what you would like Orthodoxy to be so that you can dismiss it.
Well, couldn't be further from the truth. I understand that if you have Stockholm syndrome to your vices, getting rid of them might not sound like fun, but in the end you'll realize a freedom you never knew existed. That along with clarity, discernment, real joy, and peace of mind.
It takes discipline to rid yourself of fetters. Discipline and the grace of God.
How can you have sincere faith if you are just blindly follow and don't think or ask questions? No, we would consider that foolish.
In fact, you should ask questions. Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. That being the case, it would likely help a priest to better know how to point you in the right direction. They aren't going to force you to do anything. They are just trying to helo. It is what they are trained to do, and it is their vocation.