Bsh1, you haven't responded to my criticisms such as in the "recusing" thread because you know my criticisms are warranted. The recent ban of mine while allowing thett to call a group of people faggots. Iss ridiculous. Allowing RM to openly threaten a dozen people on this site is evidence of your incompetence.
Thee fact you create plausible deniabity for yourself to avoid taking credit for controversial moves is cowardice.
You wanted me to kill myself . You still do. I didn't take what you said as just expressing frustration because when I called you out of line, you took a while to respond and doubled down on it. I sent screen shots of those PMS to other users and they show a nasty side of you. I have even after that time treated you like a confidant. At moments when I have let my sanity slip, I have reached out to you, and instead of providing encouragement, you coldly turned away from my cry from help. You offered no insight other than "seek help". I think you was hoping that by ignoring my pleas it would help me slip further into madness, so I would kill myself. Little did you realize I am too cowardly to do so, though I idolize those with the courage to face the unknown and their own demise.