I tend to shun any routine whatsoever, because I feel it would make me less human. Like a robot just living his day on repeat. A lower form of consciousness. For example, it's like when you drive yourself home from work everyday over and over, it almost feels like you escape your consciousness, and you stop even remembering your drive home.
If routine makes us a robot, isn't the solution to living a life where you are not a philosophical zombie, to just have a life always in a chaotic sort of hell?
If the answer is yes, than are our choices in this world limited to being conscious in hell, or dead (philosophical zombie)?