What's Been On Mind (Freeverse) (A Student's Perspective)

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Isolation and loneliness
Losing the sight of the people who care
Restrictions adding layers to the cake we built up
Running hours of time
Lost in aimless surfing of the web
Wishing that life could be normal
I wish I can go out to parties
And spend the hours without worries
Of a virus that only kills the people
Who's clock is about to stopped
Yet they go out and chat the days away
Mask off, and no care
Yet seniors and athletes are sacrificing their livelihood
To help the susceptible
I wish I could go back to normal
I wish I could worry about math and reading
Versus the death toll of a worldwide pandemic
There's only a limited amount of summers left
Where the fun seems endless
Thinking about the end of a season
That most children emancipate
Send me into a swirl of darkness
An inner pain that can't be numbed
Of losing connections
Only connected by a stupid fucking ghost
I wish I can live without fear
I wish I can live my life without the endless worry
It never ends
The darkness is wrapping the mind
Lacking proper sleep
There's only so much in being in this together
When all you feel is alone
And I'm stuck in my own thoughts
With my own struggles
I can't even forget it all with my friends
And drown it out in friendship
When will it all end?
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ive been very happy this quarantine LOL
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is it really getting to you?
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I just had a deep thought after everything and was reflecting on shit and got pretty bummed and sad cuz of the stuff I missed out on and may miss out on
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@Vader
thats tough
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It is what it is :/
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Hey man I feel you, I have been bored this whole time but it is nice to pick up on some new hobbies
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I've picked up hobbies. Just so much I can do/learn
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@Vader
thats nice
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  • PoloniusYet here, Laertes? Aboard, aboard, for shame! 
    The wind sits in the shoulder of your sail, 
    And you are stay'd for. There- my blessing with thee! 
    And these few precepts in thy memory 
    Look thou character. Give thy thoughts no tongue, 545
    Nor any unproportion'd thought his act. 
    Be thou familiar, but by no means vulgar: 
    Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried, 
    Grapple them unto thy soul with hoops of steel; 
    But do not dull thy palm with entertainment 550
    Of each new-hatch'd, unfledg'd comrade. Beware 
    Of entrance to a quarrel; but being in, 
    Bear't that th' opposed may beware of thee. 
    Give every man thine ear, but few thy voice; 
    Take each man's censure, but reserve thy judgment. 555
    Costly thy habit as thy purse can buy, 
    But not express'd in fancy; rich, not gaudy; 
    For the apparel oft proclaims the man, 
    And they in France of the best rank and station 
    Are most select and generous, chief in that. 560
    Neither a borrower nor a lender be; 
    For loan oft loses both itself and friend, 
    And borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry. 
    This above all- to thine own self be true, 
    And it must follow, as the night the day, 565
    Thou canst not then be false to any man. 
    Farewell. My blessing season this in thee!
  • Hamlet, I,iii
  • The best advice an old man, a king, had for a college student, his son, leaving home for an education. But the advice fits so many situations such as this. You're yung, and this, too, shall pass and sewrve as a reminder that in weakness we are challenged to gain strength. In sorrow, seek gladness in your own heart.

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@Dr.Franklin

Yep.  The change has been good....I've easily adjusted to the "new normal".



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good
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@Dr.Franklin
same man ive honestly been pretty good this quarantine 
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I've been fine as well. I was honestly having a deep reflection lol and thought of this poem. I've been decently motivated
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thats good too hear bro 


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Ive been fully endorsed in my hobbies and its awesome
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@Dr.Franklin
yeah same although i miss doing stupid shit with my friends lol
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@skittlez09
yeah true

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@Vader
Wow man that's  a really nice one. This quarantine sometimes feels awesome as I am being able to avoid certain outdoor activities I hate while on the other hand its been a bit suffocating ,coz I've got no one to laugh with. Not that I've got otherwise but at least I always faked happiness, so missing that.
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@Shamayita
Thanks bro. I've done a lot of deep reflection and it's helped clear my mind a lot
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@Vader
To be honest, quarantine made me a better debater because when I was forced to go to school I will forfeit debates that have arguments due at 1 PM. Now that I can stay home have internet access 24/7 regardless of the online classes, I can concentrate on debating. 
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@Vader
Well I just wanted to know whether or not you write cinquains?
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@Shamayita
I am aware of them, but I really am not a fan of the style. It feels really forced for me
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@Vader
Oh OK. Frankly speaking it seems a very hard idea to me. Because I don't see much room for description.