I honestly believe that if you are an anarchist you need mental health assistance. This is not at all mocking them, I promise you this because at some point in my life I was one.
If you honestly want to abolish all government, have unfettered freedom and absolutely no money or capitalist means of strategising society, you have reached a stage of severe delusion and depression. You are so utterly furious and on top of that ignorant of what's going on around you, that you think it will ever be viable to have that.
If you believe in anarchy as an end-goal (not just a polarity that you lean towards) you need to seek mental assistance from a professional before it's too late. I will like anyone, anarchist or not, to defend against this.